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Feb 06

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Nov 29

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I havent been on here in forever but i didnt know where to turn, i needed to vent. ive been holding in so much for the past like 2 months.. mostly all family problems. i may seem like im fine most of the time but in reality my family is falling apart.. my parents fight non stop, we dont speak to my sister, my brother has not talked to us in what feels like forever. its just i cant deal with this anymore. and my mom has just been so mean and always putting me down. Shes putting shit in my head that i really dont need to worry about now.Why does it feel like i have to fix everything all the time? Yvette do this! Yvette do that! Go Here! Go There! Go help your brothers! Ask them whats wrong! WHY CANT THEY ASK ME WHATS WRONG! WHY CANT THEY HELP ME! They dont know how hard it is, to be the one that has to make something out of their life because nobody else in the family did! I have to go to school, i have to work, i have to clean the house before my mom gets home. What did my brothers do? they got a job & quit school, yet my parents still compare me to them. IM NOTHING LIKE THEM! They literally have me traumitized, i feel like the only reason im majoring in nursing because ever since i told my mom i was kinda interested in nursing but not fursure shes been telling everyone im going to the the first doctor in the family… Im sick and tired of it but, One thing is fursure, i know when i have kids im going to be nothing like my parents, i will never tell my kids your a dissapointment to me because thats just not right. I will never compare them with any of their siblings because they are their own person. I honestly feel like i can just leave & never come back & they wouldnt even care. Like if i just leave this earth this instant i would just be one less headache for them.. Im really contemplating………

May 12

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allthingsgreece:

Shipwreck Beach (by Evgeni Dinev)

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Shipwreck Beach (by Evgeni Dinev)

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imsorrywereinhellrightnow:

but at nightwhile the others sleptwe kept walking the tightropeit was practiceand yeahsome of us fell
but I want to tell themthat all of this shitis just debrisleftover when we finally decide to smash all the things we thoughtwe used to beand if you can’t see anything beautiful about yourselfget a better mirrorlook a little closerstare a little longerbecause there’s something inside youthat made you keep tryingdespite everyone who told you to quit

tphuong:

imsorrywereinhellrightnow:

but at night
while the others slept
we kept walking the tightrope
it was practice
and yeah
some of us fell

but I want to tell them
that all of this shit
is just debris
leftover when we finally decide to smash all the things we thought
we used to be
and if you can’t see anything beautiful about yourself
get a better mirror
look a little closer
stare a little longer
because there’s something inside you
that made you keep trying
despite everyone who told you to quit

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